Found in Your hands

Saturday, November 7, 2009

12:28 PM |

What does it mean to totally be dependent on God?
Somehow i feel that everyone has a weakness that they cannot seemed to overcome. That's the point which I feel, we decide, to depend on God or not.
Like many great man of God in the past, all had something that they somehow cannot overcome, most are simple things, but they depended on God's grace to live their lives.

A few people have asked me, am I see someone now... HAHA
My answer is, no, I'm not intending to pursue a relationship now, but if love comes knocking, i will consider.

&Sign.lest.

10:32 PM | My wish list

Maybe no one might see this... but i was wondering what i want for my birthday this year.

a pair of white/black skinny jeans (Size 28 or 29) I know, i know, I'm skinny
A blue-tooth mouse that is compact for my laptop
A pair of canvass shoe (what kind? the kind that i have been wearing, I think my shoe size is 81/2 or 9)
Tee shirts with designs that I would like. (erm... quite hard to describe... but the more important thing is i DO NOT LIKE Tee shirts that are oversized, i prefer just fit nicely)
Money for my BKK Trip
Shirts from River Island
A new hairstylist
A watch to suit casual wear, smart casual.
Samsung Omina II
The Canon Powershot C90
Something that shows your true sincerity.

&Sign.lest.

10:01 AM |

Its time to move on... I will stop complaining about her... Everything I do, it because of Christ...
delete.delete.delete.delete all the negative concept.

&Sign.lest.

10:31 AM |

Counting down to exams...
I think I have decided...
I should pursue financial stability, increasing my eligibility.
In this world, material possessions are just symbols of eligibility; car, house...
Character, being able to give emotional support is also important. but which is more important?
I conclude that if one can have both, it would be perfect...

&Sign.lest.

3:24 PM |

I have been so frustrated and angry with her than I lost sight of the more important things... I need to get back on track...

&Sign.lest.

11:42 AM |

I'm convicted... I will honor her.
If you are wondering who I am referring to... I'll call her Miss H...
I've been quite irritated with her actions and i show my irritation, although with restrain, but still show that I am irritated.
During last week's service, I felt the Holy Spirit saying, Honor her... I reasoned... and was reminded of all the grace that God has shown over my life... and I will obey... thus I will honor her.

&Sign.lest.

12:34 AM |

Am I getting desperate?
Guess not.
All three criteria should be met.

Saw her again yesterday.
She looks better in person.
or am i just lowering my expectations again?

&Sign.lest.